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Losing Her
Lost and Insecure
Created on 2002-01-30 17:13:30 (#454952), last updated 2009-07-01
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Basic Info BioCathy: What were the use of my creation, if I were entirely contained here? My great miseries in this world have been Heathcliff's miseries, and I watched and felt each from the beginning: my great thought in living is himself. If all else perished and he remained, I should still continue to be; and if all else remained and he were annihilated, the universe would turn to a mighty stranger: I should not seem a part of it. My love for Linton is like the foliage in the woods: time will change it, I'm well aware, as winter changes the trees. My love for Heathcliff resembles the eternal rocks beneath: a source of little visible delight, but necessary. Nelly, I am Heathcliff! He's always, always in my mind: not as a pleasure, any more than I am always a pleasure to myself, but as my own being.
Heathcliff: You suppose she has nearly forgotten me? Oh, Nelly! You know she has not! You know as well as I do, that for every thought she spends on Linton, she spends a thousand on me! At a most miserable period of my life, I had a notion of the kind: it haunted me on my return to the neighborhood last summer; but only her own assurance would make me admit the horrible idea again. And then, Linton would be nothing, nor Hindley, nor all the dreams that ever I dreamt. Two words would comprehend my future-death and hell: existence, after losing her, would be hell. Yet I was a fool to fancy for a moment that she valued Edgar Linton's attachment more than mine. If he loved with all the powers of his puny being, he couldn't love as much in eighty years as I could in a day. And Catherine has a heart as deep as I have: the sea could be as readily be contained in that horse-trough, as her whole affection be monopolised by him! Tush! He is scarcely a degree dearer to her than her dog, or her horse. It is not in him to be loved like me: how can she love in him what he has not?
-- Wuthering Heights
I love romantic notions, such as fate; the things that dreamers dream up. I'm a romantic at heart, and I enjoy watching love stories unfold. Heartfelt words are the best there are.
Love is a verb ♥
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pseudomonas me scripsit anno 2005When you tell me that it'll be okay
I try to believe you
But I don't
This journal is friends only, not because I think I am anything special, but because there are certain people I don't trust/want to read my thoughts.
Comment if you would like to be added =)
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